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Lonely Bard

Her heart
beats in time
to funereal drums

The pyre of her love
burns
quiet ritual
of loss
out to sea
again

How many
strains of lamentations
will she write
in one lifetime
words
spill like tears
alkaline white
drying in splotches

In their grief
she listened
now in hers
she sees their
backs

The lonely bard
dips her pen
and finds
her own
solace

1000

“Well, this has been interesting”

words that echo and multiply

in night’s turmoil

is it the sound

of 1000 rifles being cocked?

1000 doors being slammed?

do I feel 1000 slaps across

reddened cheeks?

Are 1000 gavels banging

on 1000 wooden blocks?

1000 beats of a penitent heart

pound against

worried sheets

twisting like rope

tortured windings

around arms that flail

become shackles in the night

more echoes come

do I hear

1000 keys opening

1000 doors?

1000 light bulbs clicked on

by 1000 switches?

1000 cages opened

releasing

1000 birds to their freedom

their fury to escape

shedding

1000 pillow muffled feathers?

sleep has no answers